She came.

23/9/2011 Friday

Finally she came. Pt2 was just over.

She did put effort but then it never go smoothly, never. :(

She know, it's a 'test' given by God.

Always says 'no problem la!', 'nothing is impossible ma.' to everyone,

tell herself 'wants to be stronger from the second she met her failure.',

but in fact she can't, she can't.

 But she will never give up NEVER GIVE UP!

She really wish that he will appear in front of her whenever she needs him.

Fair?

17/9/11 Saturday

Good morning yo! 

'Always wake up with a smile, wonderful day will be right there waiting for me!', 

the writer always says to herself. :)

I'm so sorry to myself la bcos lack for the posts recently. :(

Busy preparation for my pt2 to fight for a better result, but not to aim the HIGHEST.

Seriously, I just wanna achieve a little more than what I've got in pt1, that's all.

Perhaps, this is the only place which can make myself to chill. 

Used to be like that since the day I created it.

Sometimes, it isn't, just sometimes. :)

Suddenly, I thought of this,

Jog

17/8/11 Wednesday

I had a jog finally. I've been a long time didn't go for jogging.

I have no reason why I want to jog. Feel like want to go, that's all.

Perhaps, to have a fresh air there.

Perhaps, to chill myself there.

Perhaps, to have a healthy lifestyle. 

Frim, a good place for jogging. A place that I chose lastly.

Thought I'll be alone before after receiving her message.

Luckily, got him accompany me. 

I still will go even though nobody want to accompany me.

"Even just remain I alone, I still will go.", the writer said.

Kok siong ji mui, thank you la. :D

Forgiveness

"Forgiveness is the giving, and so the receiving of life.", George Macdonald.

"Forgiveness is a gift u give yourself.", Suzanne Somers.

I like BOTH these.
They always give me an unique energy, which always make me keep calm & carry on.

To be frank,
I did feel angry & disappointed but everything will be fine soon ya. No worries ;)

Up next: [buka puasa] & [jog] :P

Feel like want to go somewhere else.

Anyone want to join my plan? I reckon there's no one.
How irony that no one accompanies me.

Nevermind. It's okay. It is not too bad la sometime. ^^

I do enjoy lotsa moment when I was alone. [im serious] ;)

I totally agree to this phrase. :)
Sometimes I was really exhausted by phenomenon surrounding me, tiring with no room to breathe. I'm not suffering, just plain tired. plain tired.
"I bet everyone got this feeling before, isn't it?", I said.

-END-

Don't under-estimate PT 1

8-10 Aug 2011

Progress test week. only 3 days test but it was NOT easy than u THINK.

Do feel lots disappointment once I stepped out from the exam hall.

I bet I won't get good marks for this PT. 

This test really made no life for me. 

Perhaps, I can do well for my next progress test which still have approximately 1 month to go from now.

PT 2 will be started on 19th September.

  Gonna enjoy 1st before starting to prepare for the next PT. 

There's no HOLIDAYS after every test! 

Life will keep on going as usual neither got test/exam nor got nth.

I want to say: the worst thg in the world ever is CANNOT ENJOY LIFE WELL. 

[just my own thought]

Actually I didn't under-estimate for this PT 1 [im serious]

I do lots preparation but it wouldn't help me alot :(

Maybe, my preparation/ work done is still not ENOUGH yet. I wonder.

Will put MORE EFFORT in the future. I promise to myself.

I know I'm always not the best, but I'm trying to be BETTER, 

(to be clear, BETTER is not equal to BEST)

I just WANT to IMPROVE MYSELF.

NOT going to COMPARE myself with others who are SO intelligent. [im serious]

I just wanna do better than previous sem. 

I don't want feel regret in the future.

I just wanna make all the thgs right. 

That's all. 

F7, F8, F9 are the papers that I'm currently taking now.

F7, financial reporting, a brand new paper for me. It's all about IAS. It's a memorizing paper, but understandability is also important. Understand would help us to memorize sometimes. Do u agree? There's lotsa IAS have to know.

[I know my 'memory card' is limited but will try my best to fit in all IAS]  

F8, audit paper which is a scary paper [for me only] due to my CAT past history. :( Btw, I passed my all papers in CAT in ONE time! Promise to myself, will put lots of effort on audit! Make my audit right! Hope god will bless me. Good luck!

F9, financial management, a costing related paper, my weakest paper ever. There's no denying that F9 is a quite TOUGH paper among the other two. [im serious] Questions for F9 are so much challenging & have lots of PATTERN. @@ Good luck again!

Conclusion: this is the challenge of ACCA. 

The writer gonna sleep soon once she done this post. Night world.

-END-

PT 1 over

10/8/2011 Wednesday

The last day of the progress test 1 for ACCA students (PT1).

PT1 looks like easy task but it isn't! 

[Stay tuned for PT1 post]

I LIKE this pic! Do u?

[source: google]

Everything back to be normal?

No, definitely no! 

CLASSES, TUTORIAL QUESTIONS, MAKE NOTES, REVISE, etc.

ACCA= no life.

But I do enjoy my uni life occasionally!

The writer always wish to make sth to be real, but she always meets obstacle. She tries her best to manage the obstacle that she met so far, but sometime she still can't get it right.

Enjoy> make fun> life become FUN FUN FUN! 

ROCK it, baby.

To be honest, actually this sem is getting tougher and heavy for me (i think other ppl also),

but I won't let myself down just bcos of this. (I wonder I can resist until when)

Like what Justin Bieber says "NEVER SAY NEVER"

We should never say never! :D

I reckon that I'm getting more serious due to the age? Probably. Haha.

I also wonder why I become like this hm.

Sometime may be struggled; sometime may be relaxed; sometime may be what?

I also have no idea of it. o.O

Anyway, hwaiting!

The writer felt so tired after PT1 and classes (after PT1 on the same day), but she still don't want going to bed. TIRED.

-END-

It's all about GREEN (him)

8/8/2011 Monday

Never expect that I'd meet him @ the exam hall on my 1st day of test.

Perhaps, it's all about coincidence.

So far, I just wish to make friend with him [a pure friendship]

Btw, it was an embarrassing day for me. 

I almost fell down in front of the exam hall, seriously!

Is multipurpose hall (mph) btw!

It was completely embarrassing la!

I really can't accept it @ that moment. AHHH!

Can u imagine that the moment when u almost want to fall down in a exam hall???

I tell u, it brought 100% shame on me! ISH! ~!@#$%^&*

Peng ar peng, what happen to u oh? 

 Gonna end this post with this,

say: ROCKS to green!

I wonder sth about him. hm.

-END-

P&G [oral B]

2/8/2011 Tuesday

Today is 10/8/2011, i know it's too late to blog for this but i still want to do that ;)

One word to describe them: EFFICIENT

That's all. They're totally efficient! It was really out of my expectation.

16th July,  oral B mouthwash recalled by P&G co.! [out of expectation] =.=

I still remembered that on that DAY daddy was so worried about this as its products were recalled back.

Called to me and talked about this news. A task was given by daddy then.

He asked me to call to them for REFUND! Oh my god.

According to the news, they said that oral B mouthwash contains certain stuffs that will harm our health.

Lemme make this more clearer, only those who have week immune system will easily get harm of it. =.=

"To be SAFE, we hope that u will dispose of them."

"I will do that once I get back my refund", the writer said. :P

Can't believe that I did called to them for that REFUND! I did.

It was so great after doing a task u never do it before. ^^

I know there's only a very SIMPLE task.

Task: Communicate to a foreigner in English via house phone. NO KIDDING. 

One thing has to emphasize: their English pronunciation are really 'GREAT' ._.

A funny thing was, I kept on repeating "Pardon", "Come again", "Sorry" & etc. HAHA

Come on, it's really difficult to communicate with foreigner via HOUSE phone la! @@

BCOS of the pronunciation! ._.

Received the letter from P&G co. and the letter stated that refund will be made within 45days.

It's a miracle! I received the refund less than 1 month! 

SEE... P&G co. is so EFFICIENT la!

P&G, proud of u.

Went to their head office (I think it's a HQ in M'sia la) on 2/8/11 after classes ended.

Btw, thanks pei ting for fetching me go to take my refund as the refund was under my name.

Thanks.

Their M'sia HQ is just beside Cineleisure.

According to the girl, named May, she said it's located @ Surian Tower.

Went to their office alone while pei ting went for searching some food with nin :)

Guess what? 

It's so fabulous!

Cineleisure got a 'bridge' which can link to that building, Surian Tower.

Amazing, right?

I just want to say that I like that 'bridge' ;)

2nd Aug, after signing for approval, I got my refund for the oral B mouthwash :D

Thank god.

-END-

Relaxing evening 300711

 30/7/2011 Sat

 [source: chloe's fb]

What a relaxing evening with them.

Supposed to stay @ home revising my 3 papers for the coming test, 

but I chose to hang-out rather than revise my books.

I got a valid reason!

Because I do feel lots of 'unhappiness' and so I want to find some place to express them out.

Perhaps, hang-out with friends is the best way to express such 'unhappiness' out ;)

How do u think? 

Actually, I plan to watch [Captain America] ._.

Happy Saturday? Initially, I don't think so.

Maybe the packed schedule in this sem, papers are getting heavy n tougher.

All these really make me exhausted AH!

But I still can control it. Don't worry ^^

Everything will be fine in the end ;)
by peng @ copyright.

-always do remember this: "KEEP CALM & CARRY ON!"

Finally, I can feel that it was a HAPPY Saturday because of them!

6 days classes in a week. I felt completely exhausted.

Thought that jen was the one came to fetch me, but loon picked me instead. Haha.
What a nice surprise!
I really didn't expect that he will attend this gathering lo. Haha ._.
Loon, your driving skill really "improved" alot ha. Proud of u.
Get into his car @ 6.50am then we headed to Kota Damansara yo!
Chit-chat with them @ the car.
Loon, he is still the same [talkative], like to 吹水 a.k.a "blow water". LOL!
Kok siong, he looks like getting thinner. The last day I met him was MCD's run.
btw, one thing has to mention here was loon's driving skill is the 'BEST' la.

We reached there @ 710pm.
Hokkien Mee was our target location!
Such a long time didn't eat hokkien mee! Miss it alot la!
Found a place to sit and ordered drinks 1st.
Sambil enjoying our drink, sambil waiting the rest come.
Finally, they reached!
Made order after that. As usual, we chit-chat & "blow water".
We talked "fish story" and "pet story"! LMAO!
Let's laugh together! It's good for our health! HAHAHAHAHA
Once again, what a relaxing evening.
Hokkien Mee came!

"mmm... what a lovely dinner!", I whispered and gobbled my hokkien mee. ;)
Jen, chiyao, loon, how was it? 
It was the first time for them. :)
Guess what?
I got a LITTLE BIT shocked when winni put her hand on my neck! OMG! Haha
So sad that winni didn't join us, she just came there having dinner with family :(
Miss her alot! [no lie]
Btw, her daddy is so hilarious! LMAO!

Headed to snowflake yo!
My favourite snowflake!
We're fabulous! Hokkien mee as dinner, snowflake served as dessert then! Great indeed!

Food always make me smile! ;)
So sad to say that I don't have a group pic to share here :(
We continued chit-chatting and listen to loon about his "experiences". @@ haha

OH MY GOD!
"Chatime is over there!", Chloe said.
Seriously, I was so shocked that Chatime is just opposite of the snowflake @ Kota Damansara.
UNBELIEVABLE @@
Think to buy 1 bubble tea as I never have a try before.
We went to Giza mall after that. We're just strolling there actually bcos of its air-cond :)

It's time to go back.
We headed to snowflake & chatime again.
Loon & jen went to snowflake "dabao" while the rest of us went to chatime "dabao" ;)
Actually we thought that there's a grand opening promotion for chatime's bubble tea,
[Buy 1 Free 1],
but its promotion was just over on 27/7/11. [sob]
There's the other promotion for grand opening, [Free Upgrade]!
Obviously, we for sure went for it! ;)
We just bought 2.
RM5.90 each. 

It's quite expensive but I think it's worth la bcos its texture is not bad.
Time to leave the place. Sayonara~

Jen fetch me back after she sent kok siong & chiyao.
Btw, these 2 fellows ha, chloe & jen really came to my house!
Luckily, my parents haven't reach home yet. XD
I think, they didn't come to my house almost half a year already. Welcome to my house yo!
The last visit was during chinese new year (If not mistaken) ._.
1135pm, they leave. Byebye~
Had a nice day with them.
Let's called it as a wonderful day.
休息是为了走更长的路
-END-

feel better now

31/7/2011 Sun

It's 1.07am right now. It's midnight, definitely.

I'm still not going to bed although I feel tiring. 

Had a nice outing with them. Enjoyable indeed!

Such a relaxing evening with them. REALLY!

Although we seldom meet each other, but we are still the same like the past.

We are still 38 & like to gossip, isn't it? ;) 

But for sure, one thing that never change will be...

we keep on growing everyday. [lame but truth]

Perhaps, change to be more sensible?

"I promise, I'll blog it tomorrow.", the writer is yawning right now.

"Always welcome a new day with a big smile, 
a smile may bring lots of happiness!"
by peng @ copyright.
Night world.

[Stay tuned for the outing post @ 30/07/11]

-END-

Leave me alone

29/7/2011 Fri

It's 10.16pm now. 

Feel like want to blog randomly. U know why? Even I, myself also don't know. 

Nobody will know, except myself. 

It's a truth. REALLY.

Time flies really fast. Didn't realise that the PT (coming test) is around the corner.

Busy for attending classes, doing homework, tutorial qtns, notes, revise, etc.

Do I still get any idle time?

"obviously no!", the writer shouts it out loud.

Last few days, it was a bad day for me. 

Almost fall sick. [exhausted]

Although I tried to have a small rest, but my body still can't get back into normal.

Perhaps, it is just a temporary state.

Hope I won't got flu or fall sick or etc :(

Progress Test is coming SOON. I don't want get sick.

I promise to myself, I do take care of myself very well!  

 Time flies, weather changes, ppl changes, but there's a thing that never change.

It'll be the world keeps changing.

Am I right?

Ppl changes, or bcos of ourselves (own problem)? 

We always will think of ppl change instead of ourselves, isn't it?

But sometimes, 

I do believe that we, ourselves change instead of other ppl change although it's too abstract. 

Do u have that feeling before?

I did seriously.

But I tried to make it as a positive statement in my mind.

"Positive will bring us positive again.

But, negative will never bring us positive back."

by peng @ copyright.
Just my own thoughts.

But I think it would happen. CHILL ;)

"Leave me alone & hush (shut up) if u don't want to get my scolding."

A thing that cannot be denied was I easily got mad recently @ school.

Mood swings? Maybe or maybe not.

"I still WANT to blog although no one reads.", 

the writer whispered when she's writing this post.

Feel BETTER after 'shouting' out loud HERE!

HERE: best place for me ever! ;)

[Stay tuned for the next post]

-END-

Ko hyang [korean food]

22/7/2011 Fri

Lunch @ Ko Hyang, Sunway Pyramid.
[korean country delights]
with nin, jacyn, pei ting, sher lu.

It was my 1st time there btw ;)
Hi, ko hyang ;)

ko hyang means hometown. 

Did u know? ;)

I like this place but it isn't the BEST, for me. Sorry for saying that. 

"Perhaps, I prefer Japanese food instead.", the writer said. 

 

Food make me SMILE, seriously ;)

"It's a VERY simple post indeed as it was delayed for almost 1 week due to my packed schedule for this semester and so I don't have the mood to write it out already.", the writer is struggling right now.

-END-

Duck rice! Durians!

21/7/2011 Thu

 #1 Duck rice

It's all about FOOD again! Haha.

Had a lovely lunch with nin & pei ting before having 6hrs classes.

We went to eat DUCK RICE.

Such a long time I didn't eat duck already. I think it got almost 2 yrs plus.

Did u ever eat duck before?

For me, I did but didn't eat much la bcos it's greasy(as we know).

"If u ask me about its taste, I will say duck & chicken are very different in both taste and texture, seriously. And, I do feel that duck is much more greasy, compared to chicken.", the writer said.

 -Duck rice-

Check this out!

#2 Durians

It's durian season yo! GREAT!

Do u like DURIAN?

"YES, of course!" It'll be my answer! Haha ;)

Durian, u r the BEST la! Great indeed! [no lie]

If u have the chance to eat, just go & grab it! Please don't hesitate! 

Don't make yourself regret when the durians' season is over.

"Thanks, daddy bought durians for us!", my sis & I appreciated so much. 

Btw, all of my family members are durian LOVER!

Let's called us as KAKI DURIANS ;)

Hahaha. LMAO!

The picture below is dedicated to all durian lovers ;)

I know it's too bad to show off but I just wanna share my happiness moment with u guys. 

"Who cares. Maybe there's no one reads my posts.", the writer whispered.

*Blogging for myself, although no one reads*

Chill ;)

It looks very tempting, isn't it? ;)

D101- Bitter-sweet durians

D101 is pretty scrumptious! So nice...!

Did u ever try before? 

It was my 1st time! I like its texture when come inside my tongue.

Ya! This D101 comes highly recommended oh! 

MUST HAVE A TRY ya! ;)

"Everyday u spend without a smile, is a lost day.", by Author unknown.

"A smile can brighten the darkest day.", by Author unknown.

[ss-Pic @ 21/7/11]

[Stay tuned for the next post]

-END-

Sarawak Mee

20/7/2011 Wed

Wed would be the laziest day for me.

Perhaps, Wed is much more relaxing compared to others day.

"Just hope that I can have a GOOD REST,

can do REVISE notes sufficiently, can ONLINE freely.

That's all."

"Audit class is the worst among the three."

"Audit is the toughest among the three."

But, 

u know what, 

I(we) still haven't get that kind of feeling. (my friends have the same thoughts too)

Maybe we're still in the early stage. Who knows. Nobody know.

Anyway, let's keep this aside.

Let's talk about FOOD! ;)

Had my lunch @ around 215pm @ Rock Cafe(or Medan) with them(G15 & new friends).

It was the 1st time we(girl) invited them to join for lunch together. Haha.

It's so surprise? Haha.

Lunch time yo! 

It was my 2nd time. I like S'wak mee! ;)

Is it called Sarawak kolo mee? 

Do u know why I like to eat foods so much?

Perhaps, foods may make me happy or even feels more relaxing.

Had bad mood or not in a good mood? 

Suggestion from me would be FOODS. ;) Haha.

Foods, sometime it works. Who knows. So, u must have a try 1st.

But, IMPORTANT! 

Do not eat too much & never ever over-eating! 

It may cause OBESITY. @@

REMEMBER!

Another question is just popped up! Haha ;)

Do u head to the kitchen when u do feel tired/plain bored?

U may think that's a bad habit, but sometimes it may work in another way.

Let's say, if u pick the right food, this will not consider as a bad habit already.

btw, it's only my own thought la. ;)

"Foods sometimes do make me feel relaxed when I'm feeling cranky or even lonely.", 

the writer had its own opinion ;)

[Stay tuned for the next post]

-END-

EXHAUSTED!

 22/7/2011 (Fri)

HECTIC life was just started! =.=

6 hours classes for YESTERDAY;

7 hours classes for TODAY;

5 hours classes for TOMORROW!

EVERYDAY: tutorial questions, do notes, revise. 

really EXHAUSTED!

ALSO, 

stuck @ jam almost ONE HOUR or more whenever there's an evening class until 615pm.

I reckon that I'm slowly going INSANE @@

[stay tuned for the next post]

Night world. [tired]  

 The writer is completely exhausted after she did this post. Actually, the writer do have lotsa stories to be typed out here but she feels so sleepy right now after blogging a small part. She leaves the post lastly. [She feels extremely tired]

-END-

Start killing me

19/7/2011 (Tue)

It's the 3rd week of this new semester. 

Thought everything will run smoothly, but it wasn't. 

Perhaps, it's only an illusion. 

[source from Google]


"Do effort turn sth from impossible to possible?", the writer wonders.

Anyway, hopefully it works. 

F7 class today was a terrible day ever. Don't know why  I got this kinda feeling.

Lecturer's problem? I think so. Haha ;)

F7: keep aside.

F9 tutorial questions, TOUGH! They're really killing me! 

I tried & tried, keep on trying, but still can't get the right figures. [sob]

The questions are extremely HARD. [no lie]

Almost all the questions are still hanging halfway, seriously. :(

Finally, I chose to surrender to that questions. [show white flag]

TIRED.

The writer is currently in a bad mood for no apparent reason. She feels irritating easily for today. 

Did u sense it? Did u realise it? 

She will turn back to normal again when the clock strikes TWELVE(12am, 20/7/11). 

"休息是为了走更长的路~"
-END-

Address changed

[mars-peng] no longer exist, my new address will be 'end-energyneverdie.blogspot.com', 

E.N.D-the only END place, a best place to reminisce the past ever.

"... live your life the way it will enrich your soul. Of course material gain & greed may come into the picture but do not allow it to corrupt your mind. But beyond that, the soul can be related to happiness & how the soul perceives it. One famous use of that perception is to do what you love. There is no use doing sth u do not love yet gain from it. Life will probably become very depressing indeed."  

LIKE these! How do u think? :)

Live my life the way it will enrich my soul! :)

Live our life the way it will enrich our soul.

Addicted to this brand new song, [Pretty Girls by Iyaz] recently. 

Must listen oh! Highly recommended by me :)

[Big time rush] Did u know this boy band?
For me, I just knew them thru this song [Boyfriend by BTR] :)
Guys sing 'boyfriend', whereas girls sing 'girlfriend' ?
Hahahaha! Funny right?
Btw, [Boyfriend] got 2 versions,
one is feat by Snoop Dogg, then the other one is sing by themselves only.
I prefer the version without feat by Snoop Dogg :)
'Music is the best way to relax our mind, sometimes' by prof peng. :)

-END-

The tone

12/7/2011 (Tue)

It's the 2nd week for my new semester. How was it so far? Do I feel burden yet? 'Do u all feel stress or burden to it?' F7's lecturer wondered & asked so. For me, It's still a question mark. Perhaps, so far so good. Hmm... a good news, isn't it? ACCA, people think that it is an impossible task to be FULLY completed. But, don't know why I got this kinda thought, effort will turn 'impossible' into 'possible' when I stepped into this semester. Is it good for me? I think so. Up to this point, I just hope that everything related to me will be going smoothly. How about last semester's papers? This was always be reminded by some people, like my classmates, parents, and especially LECTURERS. [swt] Did my best? Yes. But just don't have enough confidence. May god bless me. August would be the result's month, as we (ACCA-ians) know this. God bless! Pray hard probably.

Week 1

DAY 1: I was not ready yet.

DAY 2: I was slowly adapting this new semester.

DAY 3: I was almost ready but still struggling.

Week 2

DAY 4: Be prepared, but still not in the best mood.

DAY 5: (today) Better than previous days, but suddenly feel like getting tougher for the paper.

Anyway, I'll put my all effort AND change my attitude to pass or even score for these papers! I promised.

Hope I can do the best of the BEST! hwaiting!

It was really annoyed me when people take this tone of voice with me! I really hatred of this kind of tone. Sorry for saying that. May u speak in a friendly tone? Were u aware that your tone was bad? Why I did feel that u frustrated in that moment? I was aware it. Anyway, fine. "I'll be okay" I told myself in that moment. Sorry, if I do make u feel unpleasant. Now, really okay already :) SHOUT OUT LOUD here yo! Chill!

-END-

Hairdo

22/6/2011 (Wed)

Really feel annoyed, also frustrating to my hairstyle. Went to saloon with Nin.

I got a feeling of doubt and uncertainty, whether want to cut or trim. 

cut: keep it short; trim: keep it long.

Almost all my friends said: "hair look nice la now, don't cut it la!"

But, I feel unpleasant with my hair now la, really. "What a mess!"

Finally, decided to cut it short, instead of trimming.

Step into new month with a new hairdo :)

feel fresh.

feel pleasant.

however, I still haven't adapt it la :( 

will try to deal with the "new" hairstyle.

-END-

What a mess!

Gonna update my blog since it been no updated here.

Monday gonna work again, it's impossible to me blogging after working. Damn tired wey.

Nestle drumsticks roadshow! Yo!

Although tired, but enjoyable & can earn $$$

My holidays been started last week. Time flies really FAST! 

Really unsatisfied to my holidays' schedules. 

Many things happen this few days, many changes for the plan, really unexpected.

Really wanna find some place to SHOUT out loud!

What is called release? wonder... 

Will update soon.

-END-