Do Prefect = BAD?

Juz my personal opinion… Don’t see so serious bout tis thg ya! bcoz juz now my camp’s fren ask me go out… So tis fact pass through my mind… So write it as my feeling^^ Realy doesn’t like my camp life… although can play flying-fox n try many new thgs… But it make me unhappy there… realy… Finally get sick & stress there AND met “sumthg” there… I donno tis is real or not… but I wil consider it as… 70% as truth & 30% as joke ^^ During my camp, I realy unhappy there… I went there bout one week, I stil okay wif everythg. But… slowly…slowly… bcum worst n worst ady… haizz… It make me bcum “crazy” means in Bad situation… although I met new fren there… although I met a fren tat I noe… but I stil very stress, unhappy, sad… in my camp life. Its okay for me now! I’ll b okay ady. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Start d story… During my camp… I met many type… many personality’s ppl there… Sumtime they can so gud wif u… sumtime they can hate u… sumtime they can talk ur “story” 2 others… Its true! I think most of them noe it! Frenz is a thg tat v muz choose carefully… If not, he/she wil make you bcum “kuai zai/kuai lv”! ha-ha^^ 要求完美不是错… 我知道我是一个要求完美的人… 但是做事完美也不算是错吧… 有时候完美真的很重要… 对我而言… 有时候完美… 才能使到我们达成某种效果 (I not dare speak out my opinion tat time bcoz dun1 argue wif them) During camp… I scolded by sum of my camp’s frenz You all noe mar… “I realy sad & unhappy when they scolded me… I stil rmb tat time was so many ppl in d dorm. I realy felt so shame on tat time…" oso… she say… “Y v birth in same day, same month, same year, our “style” NOT same wif me??” “Y u very “funny”??” “Y our characteristics not same each other??” I dunno okay Although I alwaz say nevermind on tis thg… but it hurt my heart le… y cant talk wif me secretly… ?? y cant scolded me in lower voice…?? I noe they alwaz talk my story 2 them… I dunno most of my fren in camp like 2 talk tis topic of me… But Its okay… It’s past ady! I’ll not put in my heart… Tat time I realy so sad… Dunno find who share my sadness… I scared them wil worry bout me at camp… share my sadness n “heart thg” wif who… my daddy… or my mommy… my best frenz… or my sister… So pitiful… realy… so sad… no mood during tat time… I dun1 share my sadness wif them! bcoz they realy not care at me… juz assume me simply say a story 2 them… but NEVERMIND… So happy now time goes so fast my NS ended ady… although I din had a full camp in my life… my frenz all participate full in their NS camp life… I juz went bout one and half month only… I had abit disappointed wif my camp life… “Y they can enjoy d camp life so happy? Y I cant…?” I’ll accept d truth… Take it easy rite? Life wil bcum more happy… ------------------------------------------------------------------------------