Failure

22/8/11 Monday

As we know, Monday equals to Monday blue. 

Today (i mean just now) was blue for me. 

I'd been feeling blue from 12.06pm onwards.

If u are ACCA candidate, i bet u know today was a judgment day. 

Result was out just few hours ago. Everyone was so worried about their results, incl. me.

I did register for receiving result online instead of checking myself via accaglobal.com.

That's why I didn't worry that I can't log in my acca account.

Result online means accaglobal will send your result directly thru your email lo. -.-

To be frank, I got insomnia yesterday bcos I was so worried about today's result.

I know. No point to worry right now! 

bcos can't make any changes anymore once stepped out from exam hall !

But I'm  worried, anxious, nervous, afraid :[

I have no confidence in myself.

Perhaps, I didn't put enough efforts?

Perhaps, the questions set were so tough?

"I don't know. I have really no idea.", I mumbled.

My 1st time failure in ACCA.

Result was released finally. finally.

 Some people do feel so excited for this moment bcos they have confidence.

Some people do feel anxious for this moment bcos they have no confidence.

I was the one who do not have confidence. [im serious]

11am I was waiting right in front of my computer. (facebook & hotmail)

'Sth' popped out! 

[Result online] from accaglobal @ my hotmail.

It was the time.
I felt extremely nervous @ that moment!

lub dub... lub dub... lub dub...

I do heard my heartbeat! oh my god @@

I checked it lastly. [time:  22/8/11 @ 12.06pm]

I scrolled down slowly when looking @ my result bcos I was so nervous. [no lie]

Paper detail: F4
Result: Pass

Paper detail: F5

Result: Fail

Paper detail: F6

Result: Pass

This was my result for last semester.

Congrats to myself about F4. I passed! F4 Law paper.

Up next: [Failure #2] 

The writer was so down right now although she told everyone that she was okay, no problem, i can handle it. But sometime she feels that effort cannot make impossible to possible, just sometime. She was happy to have a good mark for her F4 paper bcos she never pass any test before (test which set by Sunway-TES). She promised herself that will put much more effort on it. Failure doesn't mean the end of the world. [22/8/11] 
To my dear friends who passed all or some papers, CONGRATS & keep it up.
To my dear friends who failed any papers, 
don't be sad & don't give up! Let's put more effort on it & do our best next round! 
WE CAN DO IT! Believe yourself! 

ACCA is damn challenging.

I wish u to gimme a hug. [just a plain hug]
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