Thursday, May 19

Broga hill? Sorry

This post is only used for express my feeling, please don't think too much.


For this moment, I really feel angry & sad.
It's sad for me if ALL gonna end up with NOTHING. I don't want.
I should try to pardon sb for doing sth, perhaps?
I know it's damn difficult, but I'll try.
1st time, I did it.
2nd time, will I do it again? Wonder...
How about 3rd time? 

"Promises mean everything but after their broken they mean nothing." 
Agree.

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." by Gandhi.
Agree. But it's hard to do.

GOD, why don't u bless me? 
I'm begging u, god. 
I'm completely sincere! No lie.
Why weather still like that? Don't want raining anymore, please.

1st: weather
2nd: people

Why the problems always come in on the last minutes??? Why?!
It's a hard work to us for planning this, but we're NOT avenge, I'm willing to be one of the organizer.

" Actually I'm still hoping for good weather tomorrow. 
Don't know why, really wish to go there so much, 
never been there before, want to have my 1st time with u all. 
I thought this plan gonna run successfully AT FIRST, places high hopes & expectations on it. 
BUT it seems like gonna end up with nothing. 
Weather is the main problem (as we know) then amount of people joining is the other problem. 
I really feel sad about it. 
Do u think we still want to continue this plan since some can't make it? "


Really tired to hear about sorry. I know it's not your/our fault, but relate to u/us indirectly.
Trying to convince myself to GIVE UP this plan (Cancel) 
But, it doesn't work.
I hope I can think it as a SMALL CASE...
Do miracle happen? Hopefully will... wonder...

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